Medo bobo, infundado, sem sentido… Insano. Um medo sem razão, sem vislumbre do fim, medo do desconhecido, da ficção e da realidade. Medo de algo sem forma, sem cheiro, sem cor. Medo daquilo que não se pode tocar, que não se pode derrotar, de algo que ninguém tem forças para lutar. Medo do amor, da solidão, da tristeza. Medo dos sentimentos. De algo que dependemos, nos viciamos, nos prendemos. Que nos tira o sono, a calma… o auto controle.
COMO EU LIDO QUANDO A PRIMEIRA COISA QUE APARECE AQUI É ISSO??!?!?!?!?!?!!!!
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Admito que me consumiu, que me corroeu, que me despedaçou. Mas também admito me fez olhar pra frente e entender que tudo nessa vida tem uma razão, e que se você se machuca muito, começa a não doer mais tanto.
Caio Fernando Abreu (via 27-06)
(Source: conselhosdecaio)
I can’t take my eyes off you…
E sem que eu percebesse lá estava eu novamente, andando como sua sombra, seguindo seus passos e te procurando avidamente com meus olhos perceptivelmente apaixonados. E mesmo que eu perceba que estou sendo boba, eu não ligo, finjo que não me importo quando na verdade uma só palavra sua pode me levar aos dois polos em questão de segundos. Mesmo quando eu mentia para mim mesma dizendo que já não ligava mais, que nada fazia diferença, que eu não me importaria mais, mesmo quando eu já tinha a certeza de que nada iria mudar, que você continuaria sendo do jeito que sempre foi, que ainda iria me magoar, mesmo depois de tudo isso eu ainda só posso ser chamada de idiota apaixonada. E então eu já cansei de lutar, joguei as mãos pra cima, mostrei a bandeira branca e declarei guerra perdida. Eu já sei que não posso mais lutar contra isso, então só me resta continuar assim, aproveitando ao máximo tudo que posso, mesmo que você nunca perceba as reais proporções do meu afeto.
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you…
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you… Til I find somebody new.
It’s not a silly little moment
It’s not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath
Of this love that we’ve been working on
Slow Dancing in a Burning Room - John Mayer
A time when you really wanted to cry
- Kai: This is about the day I got a reply about joining the GazettE as a member, but actually, the next day there was a live, and suddenly Ruki tells me, 「Play the drums tomorrow,」 and I was frantically trying to remember the songs. As expected, on that day, my heart was pounding. When even the fans said, 「He's so pitiful,」I cried.
- Aoi: It seems like it’s been printed in several magazines, but when my mom said,「Good luck,」 to me over the phone, I kind of cried...that’s to say, I did cry.
- Ruki: When I went on tour, I left my bike in my hometown’s parking lot, and after a while, when I returned, it had disappeared. On that day, I was about to return home in tears. Somehow, I couldn’t tell my parents the truth, and I lied and said,「I lent the bike to a friend.」But there was a day when my parents said to me,「Lend us the bike,」 and, right away, I lied and said, 「I lost the key,」then they said,「Since there’s a spare key, give us the spare,」 and I ended up having to tell them the truth then, and they were so pissed...the next day my parents went to the police and came back and said, 「The bike’s there.」 When I saw it, I was fumbling, and when I saw the number plate...I cried at that time too.
- Reita: There was a day when I thought, “I’ll drive today,” and I went to the neighborhood parking lot, but I saw that my car’s 4 tires had been stolen. I went to the police, but when the policeman in charge just gave me an 「Hn?」 and had this indifferent attitude, I was so mad that I wanted to cry.
- Uruha: When I was in elementary school, and we had an early-morning marathon, for some reason, we snuck into a sporting goods store to play. When we did that, the store employee found us, and called our parents. At that time, when I saw my mom’s tears as she cried and apologized, I also cried. I didn’t want to see my parents’ tears ever again.
*explode* Kai, venha sorrir assim em uma coletiva de imprensa no Brasil ♥
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